Just Miftah's Ideas

The Live High

2010-07-05T19:32:00.000-07:00

I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe.

Listening the jazz in the morning give me more spirit. The Live High songs by Jason Mraz give me something idea to writing. But everything in my mind slides in and slides out. It’s hard to write down in English.
I don’t understand, what who make me loving jazz music. Maybe because the harmony, it’s simple. The sounds give me more spirit. Yeah, that’s all.

7/2/2010 7:40:07 AM

Wake Me up When Augustus Ends

2010-06-30T20:52:00.001-07:00

Just staying at home is bored. No activity can I do. Just operating the notebook, see what I can read, writing some idea to create an article.

If I have more money, I’ll go to abroad to fill my holiday. But, I haven’t more money to buy the ticket. Just staying at home and doing I want with my notebook. Yes, it’s made me bored. But there’s no choice to fill my holiday.

But, I’m happy because I can fill my holiday to create a book, or article or whatever I want. Just writing and improve my English skill. Although this is not easy for me, but this is for my future. I will study abroad; my dream is further my master program to The Australian National University, the 17th University in the world. It’s amazing for me if I can further my education to that university. I’ll be very happy. Oh my God, give me a clue to reach my dream.

This is still June; probably this holiday will end on August, so wake me up when August ends…

Luckily, I have more time improving my English skill, especially in reading, writing and listening, but impossible to train my speaking, because I have not a partner to discussed about English.
6/29/2010 7:33:46 AM

How are u today mief?

2010-06-30T20:50:00.000-07:00

I guess u is very well. And I hope u still thinking about how the life made u be strong. Made u thinking about your self. Your family and so on.

Oh, no. I heard that u are have a feeling to someone? The girl you mean? Oh, no. who’s is she? Ha-ha.. I don’t think that u will be falling down as soon as possible. Two months ago you felt same feeling to a girl that u felt that she is your pair that God sent for U.

But, after all you had forgotten, because she forgot u. it’s sounds terrible, right?
But, this is different brother, I didn’t feel that this fell is very strange for me, its love, but it’s not common love. It’s about who make my heart be piously. She is a girl who righteous people. She loves her God and my God too. I hope she can be my wipe this world and the heaven. Amien.

Tasikmalaya, 6/28/2010 3:18:21 PM

Why learning English is Important ?

2010-06-30T20:47:00.000-07:00

I don’t know the topic what will I write. Just thinking about my daily activities. I wanna write something in English, I want to be fluently in English, why I must be fluent in English? I have to further my education in the abroad . my dream is further my education to The Australian National University, I convinced that once time I will be entrance in the university in Australia.

I think, the best preparation to further education is preparing English skill. English is the important one to advance my education. Many books in the world was written in English. So, I absolutely to learn English.

I write this article to practice and exercise my skill. I don’t care about structure. I just write it and be calm. If we want to become more successful we have to fluent in English. Many books in the world had written in the English. So, if cannot read and write in English we cannot accelerate our development. Although, to reach that destination we have to learn it with intensive.

Holiday..

2010-06-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

Holiday, Coming…

When I still study in campus, I hope the holiday will come soon. But, now I felt that holiday is so bored. Just stay at home, operating the computers and etc.

I have no idea to fill my holiday? Do you have any idea? Please give a suggestion how to fill my holiday, I’m bored. I wanna go out from my home. This place is making me feel bad. I cannot see the beautiful world. I cannot hear birds singing. I want to see the beach with the brightly sky.

But, this holiday I have not any plan. Just stay at home, its make me bored. No one can chat with me, because in the home not find the partner.

The weather is cold, and not good for holiday. Could I delay my plan to day? I think, I haven’t other choices.

Islamic Boarding School as The Basis of Moral Education

2010-06-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

Indonesia is the biggest Moslem community in the world; surely this is can be human capital to create the life which based on Islamic values within Indonesian people milieu. Again, this can be potential for Indonesia to build the country according with our dreams to create better Indonesia, because the Islamic values accorded universally with human values in the world. So, I conceive if most of Indonesian people recognized about urgency of Islamic Law, we can free our country from poverty and more.
Education as the one pillar to build the nation civilization; it’s have an important role to prepare the next generation. Regeneration is absolutely, whereby the future is young generation responsibility. So, everything which related to this topic must be one system which can be produces good result which can be pledge to build Indonesian better.
In this case, the Islamic boarding schools proved can made best alumnus, and now they being a famous people in Indonesia, especially in social area or governmental area. We have to consider that they as the result of the Islamic boarding school system, it’s enough to prove that Islamic boarding school system is eligible to produce best human who have competences and compete with other nations in global context.
Islamic boarding school paradigm had used in the last time and known as the education system within Indonesian cultures, this paradigm cohesive with Islamic Indonesian milieu, so we can suggesting that this paradigm being a part of Moslem society in Indonesia.
Indonesia’s Islamic boarding school system have unique characteristic, so we can known that Indonesian people, especially Islamic society believed that Islamic boarding school system can made their children being man who have strong character, and they hope their children have enough knowledge about their religion and applied Islamic values in their daily activities.
We saw the fact; Islamic boarding school involved liberated Indonesia from Japan’s colonization, and it’s has main roles to forced Japan’s army like KH Zainal Musthofa from Tasikmalaya. He and their follower forced the Japan’s army with simple weapon like bamboos which has sharpened. And many more who forced the colonization they came from Islamic boarding school.
Why Indonesia's independence can’t be separated from boarding school? Because Islamic boarding school is responsible of the arising of consciousness for independent living, and the arising of consciousness to be able to stand on their own feet. In addition the school has a high spirit to fight for themselves. They fight for the nation believes that Indonesia is a jihad to defend the religion.
In the present context, the Islamic boarding schools were used as character-based education system. This system is expected to form noble personalities. In addition, boarding schools serve as a good institution to develop a positive culture such as responsibility, self-reliant and grow the spirit of social awareness. In this case I think boarding schools can be places as moon craters in advance, to produce quality human beings, to develop good deeds especially in coaching.
Along with the onslaught of globalization, boarding schools can be used as a shield to counter increasing globalization craze. At least Islamic boarding school can be a brake to dampen flows of globalization that continues a common, especially among teenagers. The boarding schools teaches about how Islam in view of globalization and modernity, how to react to it so that the students have a direction of how one should deal with globalization.
Islamic Boarding School and Technology
I see, now have started many Islamic boarding schools who apply technology in their education systems, as well as breaking the opinion that this is identical with ugliness of boarding schools, provincial, conventional or whatever his name, that’s entirely not correct.
What is clear, the benefits of boarding schools can be seen from the planting culture of responsibility. The students are trained to be responsible in conducting its activities, they are usually given the responsibility to always clean his room, or is given responsibility for maintaining or room night watchmen. I think this will be a very positive education, in building a culture of responsibility.
Another thing that is an advantage at the seminary is boarding schools as a base of leadership training. Exercise leadership in boarding schools can train someone in the decision or how to influence someone. It has become commonplace, if at the seminary there is an institution set up and manage life in the dorms. It is well known in Islamic boarding schools have distinctive culture associated with this write. Generally, each boarding school has special discourses about one book. And this book serves as the mainstay, or even become typical cirri attached to the Islamic boarding school. Usually a school has some studies that used eminent turats books, and books that became characteristic of the study which is owned by the Islamic boarding school.
Culture wrote in boarding schools are also directly proportional to the culture of reading. The books are read can be reviewed in writing, after students from the narrative describes his teacher, then written what was said by the teacher.
Place of Fostering Moral
Islamic Boarding schools shown as the places that fit and conditioned for human beings to fostering deeds. This is supported by the school's own curriculum that many use the vertical approach in each beat of its activities. The methods not only using intellectual aspects, but also using spiritual aspect. It was not uncommon in Islamic milieu to culture that encourages all residents to make congregational worship, prayer and a variety of voluntary practices that can get closer to Allah. All spiritual activities are placed in the mosque, so that the mosque becomes an urgent element in a boarding school. The mosque is a center of excellence in every pulse of life of the Islamic boarding school. Like the body, then the mosque is the heart of Islamic boarding school; With patterns like Islamic boarding school education said above, the boarding schools excel in providing personal productivity dg who has good deeds, only needs to be recognized boarding schools to accommodate the current weakness in the development of times, so often found a real gap between the Islamic boarding school and the development of technology.

Instilling Responsibility
The importance of responsibility and courage to face the risk of an act is the value to the student implanted. This is represent from the teachings of Islam that emphasizes the importance of sense of responsibility to act has been performed. So every deed done will have consequences. Life boarding schools teach students to survive in the face of challenges in life.

Self Life Coaching
Generally, the students away from their parents, practically everything he needs to be borne by them, ranging from washing clothes, cooking or other trivial things. Primary students in boarding school life salafi teaching students to live independently. Not a few of the students who must live among the "shortage". This became a condition of their many tirakat. And that's tirakat serve as the mainstay weapon for their feelings when the drought bag. Without complaining one bit. Yet the spirit of seeking knowledge is not diminished at all. They really believe what is told in the book ta'limul muta'alim. Many spree in demanding science will make science not only blessed and brain can not think. They remain patient in their studies in any condition. Although not wake up when people sleep the least burden. Though they had to hold the eyelids to remain open while sleep haunted, did not make his spirit dimmed. Armed with a yellow book that read Arabic without tails pen harokat and scavenge through the knowledge that Allah gave earlier scholars. A beautiful scenery when we witness the moment.

Tasikmalaya, Sunday, May 30, 2010
8:11:45 PM

Nge-Blog untuk Memberantas Ke“GoBlog”an Berpikir

2010-05-21T02:49:00.000-07:00

Salah satu alasan kenapa saia belum berani nge-blog adalah belum banyak referensi kejadian untuk saia ceritakan. Hinga akhirnya semangat nge-blog yang membara melempem juga seiring dengan aktifitas sebagai mahasiswa yang bagi saia cukup menyita waktu. Ya, selain factor tidak adanya apresiasi dari para blogger terhadap tulisan saia, faktor malas untuk menulis menjadi penyumbang terbesar dalam membentuk masa-masa kegoblog-an (baca : kebekuan) berpikir saia.
Saia berkontemplasi beberapa saat, merenung dan menakar makna menulis blog, dan saia sadar betul nge-blog bukan sekedar menulis, tapi sebagai sarana untuk melawan, untuk berteriak lebih keras, untuk eksistensi, untuk berbagi, dan sebagai pemecah kebuntuan berpikir, dan saia lebih senang untuk menyebut “nge-Blog untuk memberantas ke’GoBlog’an (baca: kebekuan) berpikir”.
Akhirnya semangat menulis saia menggebu lagi, bahkan setiap hari membuat tulisan, lama-lama menumpuk di hardisk, tanpa dibaca oleh siapapun. Saia berpikir, kalau file tulisan saia hanya tersimpan di kompie, tulisan saia gak akan ngefek, lain ceritanya kalau dipublish di blog, kemungkinan dikritisi dan dikomentari semakin besar, dan memang adanya apresiasi adalah hal yang bisa membuat saia bertahan untuk menulis. Meski terkadang, saia merasa tidak pede dengan apa yang ditulis, ada ketakutan tersendiri ketika pembaca saia menganggap tulisan tidak bermutu, akhirnya tidak ada yang mau mebaca tulisan saia lagi.
Maka, butuh keberanian ekstra untuk mengpublish tulisan saia, meskipun harus memutuskan urat malu saia terlebih dahulu. Ah, tak peduli se’bagus’ apapun tulisan saia, yang penting mampu untuk mengungkapkan pemikiran, pendapat atau hujatan original saia tanpa membajak!
Go Blog!
Thursday, May 20, 2010m, Lantai 2 Perpustakaan UIN Bandung.

Benarkah Facebook Mengancam Kesehatan Mental?

2009-05-26T02:52:00.000-07:00

Fatwa pengharaman facebook telah menjadi topic pembicaraan yang hangat di media dan terus di blow up sehingga kepopuleran situs ini semakin membumi di Indonesia, dan tak pelak lagi menimbulkan pro kontra di masyarakat.
Saia memahami bahwa para ulama mengeluarkan fatwa haram facebook adalah sebagai upaya pencegahan agar facebook tidak menjadi “berhala” baru bagi para penggunanya, dalam arti Facebook mengambil alih kesadaran dalam memanfaatkan waktu, apalagi sampai teledor dalam melaksanakan ibadah yang mestinya harus disegerakan. Dan tak di pungkiri produktifitas seseorang akan menurun ketika menggunakan facebook pada jam kantor. Di khawatirkan pula orang yang sudah candu dengan situs ini bisa mengisolasi kehidupannya sehingga dia banyak bergaul di dunia maya dari pada di dunia nyata. Namun, semua itu tergantung dari user itu sendiri. Karena saya sendiri menggunakan facebook sebagai ajang silaturahmi dan membangun jaringan.

Nah.. baru-baru the ini the Daily Mails merilis berita yang memuat laporan mengenai tanda-tanda orang kecanduan Facebook atau situs jejaring sosial lainnya,
misalnya Anda mengubah status lebih dari dua kali sehari dan rajin mengomentari perubahan status teman. Anda juga rajin membaca profil teman lebih dari dua kali sehari meski ia tidak mengirimkan pesan atau men-tag Anda di fotonya.
Laporan terbaru dari The Daily Mail menyebutkan, kecanduan situs jejaring sosial seperti Facebook atau MySpace juga bisa membahayakan kesehatan karena memicu orang untuk mengisolasikan diri. Meningkatnya pengisolasian diri dapat mengubah cara kerja gen, membingungkan respons kekebalan, level hormon, fungsi urat nadi, dan merusak performa mental. Hal ini memang bertolak belakang dengan tujuan dibentuknya situs-situs jejaring sosial, di mana pengguna diiming-imingi untuk dapat menemukan teman-teman lama atau berkomentar mengenai apa yang sedang terjadi pada rekan Anda saat ini.

Suatu hubungan mulai menjadi kering ketika para individunya tak lagi menghadiri social gathering, menghindari pertemuan dengan teman-teman atau keluarga, dan lebih memilih berlama-lama menatap komputer (atau ponsel). Ketika akhirnya berinteraksi dengan rekan-rekan, mereka menjadi gelisah karena "berpisah" dari komputernya.

Si pengguna akhirnya tertarik ke dalam dunia artifisial. Seseorang yang teman-teman utamanya adalah orang asing yang baru ditemui di Facebook atau Friendster akan menemui kesulitan dalam berkomunikasi secara face-to-face. Perilaku ini dapat meningkatkan risiko kesehatan yang serius, seperti kanker, stroke, penyakit jantung, dan dementia (kepikunan), demikian menurut Dr Aric Sigman dalam The Biologist, jurnal yang dirilis oleh The Institute of Biology.

Pertemuan secara face-to-face memiliki pengaruh pada tubuh yang tidak terlihat ketika mengirim e-mail. Level hormon seperti oxytocin yang mendorong orang untuk berpelukan atau saling berinteraksi berubah, tergantung dekat atau tidaknya para pengguna. Beberapa gen, termasuk gen yang berhubungan dengan sistem kekebalan dan respons terhadap stres, beraksi secara berbeda, tergantung pada seberapa sering interaksi sosial yang dilakukan seseorang dengan yang lain.

Menurutnya, media elektronik juga menghancurkan secara perlahan-lahan kemampuan anak-anak dan kalangan dewasa muda untuk mempelajari kemampuan sosial dan membaca bahasa tubuh. "Salah satu perubahan yang paling sering dilontarkan dalam kebiasaan sehari-hari penduduk Inggris adalah pengurangan interaksi dengan sesama mereka dalam jumlah menit per hari. Kurang dari dua dekade, jumlah orang yang mengatakan bahwa tidak ada orang yang dapat diajak berdiskusi mengenai masalah penting menjadi berlipat."

Kerusakan fisik juga sangat mungkin terjadi. Bila menggunakan mouse atau memencet keypad ponsel selama berjam-jam setiap hari, Anda dapat mengalami cidera tekanan yang berulang-ulang. Penyakit punggung juga merupakan hal yang umum terjadi pada orang-orang yang menghabiskan banyak waktu duduk di depan meja komputer. Jika pada malam hari Anda masih sibuk mengomentari status teman Anda, Anda juga kekurangan waktu tidur. Kehilangan waktu tidur dalam waktu lama dapat menyebabkan kantuk berkepanjangan, sulit berkonsentrasi, dan depresi dari sistem kekebalan. Seseorang yang menghabiskan waktunya di depan komputer juga akan jarang berolahraga sehingga kecanduan aktivitas ini dapat menimbulkan kondisi fisik yang lemah, bahkan obesitas.

Tidak heran jika Dr Sigman mengkhawatirkan arah dari masalah ini.. "Situs jejaring sosial seharusnya dapat menjadi bumbu dari kehidupan sosial kita, namun yang kami temukan sangat berbeda. Kenyataannya situs-situs tersebut tidak menjadi alat yang dapat meningkatkan kualitas hidup, melainkan alat yang membuat kita salah arah," tegasnya.

Namun, bila aktivitas Facebook Anda masih sekadar sign in, mengonfirmasi friend requests, lalu sign out, tampaknya Anda tak perlu khawatir bakal terkena risiko kanker, stroke, bahkan menderita pikun.

Sumber : The Daily Mail

Situs Buku Gratisan Cuy….

2009-05-24T06:36:00.000-07:00

Agak bingung juga kali ini mesti posting apa, gak ada ide, garing abis.huh… pertamanya emang semangat untuk nulis postingan,.… hihihi, karena masih sepi pengunjung,,, ya saia akui blog ini baru di update kembali setelah sekian lama mengendon beberapa bulan n gak pernah di urus…

Ah.. akhirnya semangat nulis saia pulih juga…. Dan jreng-..jreng…setelah permak sana-sini, bolak – balik ganti ‘casing” blog, akhirnya kepincut juga ma template yang mirip Facebook ini.. xixixixi maaf om zuckerberg …..pis ah!

Well… setelah jalan-jalan beberapa lama saia menemukan situs yang cool banget buat para pecinta ebook, situs ini menyediakan buku yang bagus-bagus,,,, dan yang penting GARATIS…..hehehe…pas saia cek di amazon ternyata harganya pada mahal-mahal, berkisar 12-19 euro… weleh.. itumah bisa buat biaya koneksi internet selama sebulan ituwh….

Oke deh saya langsung kasih tau nama situsnya…. Ebookee.com, ni situs menyediakan berbagai buku dari yang namanya novel sampai literature… weleh.. weleh… pokoknya gak akan kebaca tuh semua buku yang ada disono… okeh langsung sedot aja tuh.. buku yang anda perlukan…..

Saia aja udah nyedot buku Joomla for Dummies… (ngomong2 arti Dummies apaan ya..?)
dan penulisnya mantep-mantab pula….

Kasih coment yah… (ngarep: mode on)

Celestia : Software portabel Space Simulator

2009-05-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

Program ini unik, dikhususkan untuk mensimulasikan keadaan ruang angkasa, sehingga kita bisa melihat alam semesta dalam mode 3 dimensi dengan software yang dibundel oleh portable Apps.

Celestia ini memiliki fitur tampilan 3 dimensi, dapat melihat lebih dari 100.000 bintang, melihat-lihat galaksi bimasakti dan masih banyak lagi. Untungnya, software portabel ini tidak meninggalkan informasi pribadi dalam komputer yang anda pakai, sehingga anda bisa menggunakan software ini dimana saja anda berada.

Tidak seperti software planetarium yang sejenisnya, Celestia tidak membatasi kita pada permukaan bumi. Kita dapat melakukan perjalanan ke seluruh tata surya, ke lebih dari 100.000 bintang, atau bahkan keluar galaksi. Gerakan-gerakan yang terlihat akan terasa halus, terutama fitur zoom yang dapat diperbesar secara eksponensial. Yang jelas software ini sangat cocok sekali untuk dipakai oleh siswa yang ingin mempelajari tentang sistem tata surya, dan untungnya lagi program ini gratis dan tak perlu di install di komputer.

Untuk mendonlot program ini silahkan di sini.

dari TITIK NOL

2009-05-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

Semakin lama semakin bosan untuk berinternet ria, tak ada hal berarti yang bisa saia dapatkan hari ini, kecuali rasa lelah.. huh... facebookan ria,,,melihat update status teman,, dan sejumlah kegiatan lain yang cukup menyita waktu saia.. padahal masih banyak hal yang harus saia lakukan...

Internet, bagi saia merupakan sesuatu yang powerful untuk menghasilkan berbagai macam ide, teman, bahkan uang. Hal ini mendorong saia memutuskan untuk membuat sebuah blog, yang mudah-mudahan blog ini bisa dijadikan sebuah ajang curah pemikiran saia.

Sebelumnya saia sempat bingung untuk menentukan thema blog ini, sampai saia memutuskan untuk menjadikan blog ini sebagai media kreatif saia, sukur-sukur kalo dengan ngeblog saia bisa terkenal, sperti Raditya Dika,,,, hahahaa,, ya.. mungkin saja.. karena saia pikir semua ini adalah dimulai dari bawah... dari TITIK NOL

Saia sempat mikir : untuk apa nge-Blog? pertanyaan itu berhari-hari bercokol dalam kepala saia sampai akhirnya saia mantap untuk menjerumuskan diri dalam dunia Blogging, dunia yang menurut saia penuh "Eksotisme" dalam hal pengungkapan pikiran.

Sempat juga ada ketakutan yang menggelayuti pikiran, kalau-kalu blog saia ini tak terurus, seperti yang temen-temen liat pada posting - posting sebelumnya saia posting dengan bahasa Inggris, tapi lama kelamaan bosen juga... dan akhirnya blog ini sempat mati suri selama beberapa bulan, karena jarang di update dan gak terurus,,,

one last breath …… (AGAIN!)

2008-11-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

The scholar says: if you thinks can, you will can.
Nowadays, I have found the good opportunity to further my education, I have found form of scholarships from email it’s email my friend. I think that’s form giving me a new hope, my hope is furthering my education to favorite universities in my country.

I guess this situation is adventure in my life, I will learn how to conquer the hard of life, and I convinced that my life will be change to good chance, yeach, and friend… pray for me okay…

At the afternoon
This afternoon is very cold, the rain is not stopping me to type my imagination, its make me flow to write which flying in my head. I think this situation is beautiful, the afternoon and rainy, oh it’s romance situation. Let’s imagine if I beside the best friend, I will say to my friend, hi friend … “Could you look to the sky? Are this situation is beauty. Well… I never think that the people agreed with me. But this afternoon is so beautiful…”

Look at the sky, there are white, weather is rainy, very cold as long as day. It’s comfortable to writing anything in my computer, yeach friend... This is my activity if the weather is rainy, write about my imagination, maybe I writing with abstractive, I understand if you read this article you will headache (Ha… ha…). Sometimes I never understand about what I wrote in this article. Maybe I practice my English competence to be fluently. I convinced if fluent in English read this article he will laugh very loud.

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SAVE the earth!

2008-11-23T22:47:00.000-08:00

The world is not small, we can to go to where we want, is not problem!
Huh... The world is too beautiful to regret, birds, cloud, rain, is the beautiful in the world!
I cannot imagine what will be happening, if they are none.
Look at the sky, the tight cloud arranged there, so beautiful, so the birds through that’s cloud, coloring that sky, I guess the blind is never feel what I fell now. Yeach, I think God created the beautiful in life is for human, the God create the color to make ourselves be grateful to Him.
The air is so cool, in the weather is rainy, sometimes sunny. And don’t forget the sun, which always accompanying us every day, let’s imagine if you can be the sun, let’s imagine if we cannot see the sun again, it’s seemed we never live without the sun.

goog luck mr. OBAMA!

2008-11-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

It’s the begin to change, We Need Change, that’s the idiom, that idiom make American vote for Obama. I think the election in USA is very fantastic; involving the election is very exciting.

Maybe the locations of election are in America, but the effect had spread to world. Maybe you will say “yes” if I said that the US election is the greatest election in the world, okay try to see from reality, after the election has finished the world had been euphoria, celebrating the wins Obama, the world give big hope to Obama has win from her rival John Mc Cain, he was the first president from black skin, yeach now American has change, the story about racism has removed.

Maybe the further leader can be giving to world as the peaceful life, I think US has created new story about them country, they has shown to world that everything in America maybe reality.
It’s inspirited from Mr. Obama quote
“No Blue, No Red, No Democrat, No Republic, but we are USA”

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share UR KNOWLEDGE, it's makes u meaningful

2008-11-04T19:24:00.002-08:00

Knowledge without work, it’s like the tree without the fruit, no contain the useful
Like this life, we life in this world is to share, share the happiness and share your heart to someone will make your heart be peace, yeach, life is not meaningful without sharing with others.
Knowledge, I think it will be meaningful if we can share with other, because we life not alone, God created our family, God created the friends, it is to share, if you felt alone in this world, you never know about the friendship, if you never know the friendship, you never know about the allegiance, know it friends… you cannot life in this world without your friends.

THE DIFFERENCES ABOUT ANGRY AND NOT ANGRY

2008-11-04T19:24:00.001-08:00

24 October 2008
If I could handling all posture in facing other in social intercourse, exactly we can command our self to control the our posture, yeach I think it will be the great personality, but to reach that personality is not easy, it’s too heavy to apply the theory of achievement motivation, I think it’s must to be eligible to have it.

We choose the posture on facing any problem, maybe we will be angry, maybe we will take the positive matter on all situations and all condition, and we can handle our selfish.

Yeach, all praise to Allah, I has learned about this lesson, that the posture will be make the condition our self.

This story describe that the man has the weakness, I think everyone has the point of view about the problem, maybe they view the problem as the obstacle, and maybe others view the problem as the challenge, yeach I think the people is different, they have special point of view about the problem, maybe yes…

HI ALL…. ARE YOU KNOWN ABOUT IT?

2008-11-04T19:22:00.000-08:00

23 October 2008
Now, I feel independence, yeach I feel this life is too wide to explore, I know that I never arrive to other side in this world,

Now, I realized that the happiness, successful is not for sale, yeach , are you still guess that the successful is not expensive, I think u r absolutely wrong, do you know ? What did the successful man in this time? Yeach, they are suffered the hard of the life.

We always think that we can be the successful in the future, we create the imagination about our life in the future, we always say “let’s imagine… if I ca be… bla... Bla... Bla…” only can create the imagination, only be dreamer, but you never action on your daily activity, I think it’s like the cat which bite her tail himself, it’s not realistic.

Let’s take the first step, after we determine about what will to be I the future, after that so let’s take the step, bit by bit, step by step. Will you?

I think this life is life. Not need to know about this life the man like me, never applicable. This life is confusing me, if you never get about something. So, if you never to delicate this reason, to intimate. Must to eliminate the believe to determine to regret your self. If you never get about something.

If I have to do it. But what will be to determine, about it.
The trusted to eliminate to eligible. Snow white with the princess go to the jungles with his cat, but I am sure if you never eligible to determine to search the meaningful life. So what will you do if you never comeback, I think this reason is never distinctive. But I believe that someone still believe me to determine the life. Do you know that the life full of myth and mystery. So, I believe that the remark in the other is not right full. Need to clarify the remarkable.

The remain of struggle to defense from enemy still see in this field of world. I can’t read about you, you always ask to me about you.

LIVES BEGIN FROM DREAM!

2008-11-04T19:20:00.000-08:00

16 October 2008
Yeach anything begins the dream, so let’s dream what u wants and go anywhere what you want. What I can do is only dream, dream about my imagination and everything what I want to be , although I never can be do in realistic, but I can do I n the world dream, yeach only the dream !

LET’S IMAGINE..!

2008-10-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

27 09 2008
My trap loose by time
I don’t know what will be happen in the future
I fell, I only feel
This life is full of suffering and struggle
Yeach, Life is struggle
Now, I convince that the life is the adventures
That the life is struggle
That the life is giving something to others with smile
The honesty

Yeach, let’s imagine how awful our self to face the life, how awful our power to face the struggle of life, are you ready to receive all risk what will happen to you, are you ready to receive the reality that your life is not beautiful as the people felt?

Could you to receive your self if once day, the happiness lost from your life and replace with the suffering? That’s question has realizing our soul to rethink about our purpose life in this world.

Only with the honesty and sincerely which sourcing in your lord you can do anything.

HI…. YOU MUST BE WINNER!

2008-10-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

25 Sept 08

Yeach! Actually everyone in this world have a dream, dream that will push our desire to reach it. Huch, need more time to reach our dream.
Sometimes, we doubt to our performance, because we never know how awful our competence. Yeach, sometime we felt that our self get out in alienated, I think it’s the thinking what will guide to failure. Why we must doubt to our performance, are you never knew that the man was born with his potent. We often doubt to our potent, whereas we has the capability to reach our dream.

Yesterday, I met with my other friends, I feel this met is different if we meet in our school last time, yeach we felt the awareness or the friendship, nearness, if we has leaved with one another.

Someone has asked to her friend, what the God create the meet if finally the God create separation. Akh I think in here the beautiful of life, there was uniquely with dynamically. Let’s imagine what will be if the creature never create that matter, I convince that the man will be bored, because they never found the uniquely of life.

Sometime, we felt that the life is so happy and sometimes we felt the life is so bad. Maybe the God sent the happy in order that we never forgotten with another who has still the sadness. And maybe the God making our life so bad, in order that we can survive with the hard of life, I convince that the life is the main is the great teacher.

No Women No Cry Because I am the strong Man

2008-09-23T23:48:00.001-07:00

22 09 08
No Women No Cry, yeach I agree with that, cause I felt that this is life is too valuable to reach the dream a bout women, akh, that’s its spent much time to reach the love who that not love me.
I think it make my heart tired with all act about anything.
Hi Friend I Listen Me, I said to everyone that I not weak, I am the winner and I am never brake with the problem about women.
Yeach I knew that the lover is sweet, but I convinced that the love is the mad.

Now I felt be better, after u leave me in lonely, I ever fall in the sadness, but I think the life is not ended causing you. U is not an important think in my life, yeach just a woman, the woman whom has sacking my heart.

I always pray for u, I hope u can be better, I hope u can understand about loving someone, I wish u can understand what love is?
Yeach, I think u still childish.

Yeach, friend. I ever think about this life, I think this life is influence by what u give for other, you give love, and you receive the love from another. You plant the hate you will crop the hate again, and more again the war.

Yeach! Look at Me, I am the Strong man, I am the winner, never loose by women!

Falling Love….. I am not Understand with Love.

2008-09-23T23:42:00.001-07:00

14 09 08
Again, I feel this situation, but I really not understand with this, yeach… I afraid this fell will be regretful in other time.
Huch.. Why the world created with love? Maybe the creature will be sent this love to receive by human. Because I felt life without love is so cold, not cheerful and colorful. The love as the color, the landscape will be sight by beautiful because the have the colorful of life.
God…
What must I do to treat my heart? Yesterday I has broken heart, but I can run again, reach the love again, but now I not idea to fill my heart, everywoman is same for me, they egoistic, yeach, maybe my heart need someone to share all my expression.

Yeach, the Struggle Currently Begin

2008-09-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

12 09 08
I think I must again my self to press my confidence that I can to conquer the business of Internet.
Although I haven’t the facility to perform that’s business, but I perceive that “There’s a will, there’s a way”
Never think about the failure, because we have the limited to reach the destination, I realize that the man is not almighty with our future. Although I convinced that the result is equivalents with our effort, so what will we do is result for our behavior in last time.
I think everything is will be to reality if we want, yeach, how long our effort to reach something, yeach, I convinced that the God never blind, God never deaf about his slave.
I have a question.
Is the man has planned by God to perform the activities every day?
Maybe the god will change the fate of the man?
Yeach, I think that question is answerable, because I see

Hello World!, I am the Strong Man !

2008-09-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

03 09 08

Hi all, how are u today?
I think u all is fine also, and I now has feel be good.
Yesterday my heart so hurt, but it’s only for a moment, just for moment. Now I have received my self, now I am happy with my life, with my friend and with you all.
Akh, this life is very beautiful to regretful; this life is too valuable, if we think to someone. Yeach, life is uniquely.

04 08 09
Do More, Think More and Forgot Everything
This life is beautiful, what I see in this world contain something what I can do for something. What I wish, is really can be, and the problem is how many our effort to reach these destination, our dream is what you want to be in the future.
Love, sadness, happiness is rotating in this life, so I think when I feel the sadness I convinced that I will found the happiness, yeach it’s life, very uniquely.

I often felt that this life is so cheerful if we have perception that this life is cheerful. Yeach, I convinced it, I believe that the happiness will be reaching me for anytime.

Successful is the result from our effort, effort equally with the result. So what you think about the successful? That’s the accumulation from effort, prayer. And small percent of talent.

Do more and more think?
It’s up to u !

Life Must Go On!

2008-09-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

02 09 08
Yeach, I perceive to this idiom,
I am never brake in this life causing of something whose, my time is very valuable than think someone that has hurt my heart. I think my life is very valuable without love from someone.
Yes I found the meaning of the love, I found the true love.
I guess what I see, what I do and what I receive from another is an examination or expresses of love from my God, I am believe that in this will replied, someone hurt my heart, I believe that some day she will feel what I feel now.
Huh, a woman is poison! Yes she is a poison, now I believe that the woman is poison.
But, I too believe that the woman is the heaven in the earth. Without women the life is so tasteless. Yeach, I think the woman who’s getting the religion is the best women.

Now, I must think about my future, yes, I think the future is not imagining in my mind, but we can make that imagine through the dream. Yes the dream is begin to success; anything will be creating, because they begin from the dream. So, let’s dream for your life.
Dream, yeach I believe it’s begin to perform our action, the dream can make our plan will be reality. Yes, I will do it, so dream your dream.

I write this diary, begin with the dream, imagine that I can share my feel to other in this world, and what you see in this area, you can make this realization to our decision to make our future will be delight.

You can know about me because you read this articles, my dream is to sharing my inspiration.

Thanks, You Has Teach Me about Honesty and Sincerely

2008-09-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

1 09 08

Hi, maybe to day is the bad day from me, yeach, my heart is sad. Do you know? What happen wit me?
Akh, Sarah…
You are the one who make me feel be spirit, and so you make me sad.
But, I never think about it, I am not angry at all, although my heart disappointed.
Let’s imagine that I never meet with her, maybe my thinking is not dirty,
But I realize that I have more lack, I know it, and you know, you never get the perfect men, it’s very impossible.
Yeach, I think it’s not end at all, it’s not ending, but it’s the start of adventure.
Love, this is something that will make our heart so happy, and will make our heart so hurt. Yeach, it’s the love I think.
God, I thankful to you …
You has tech me about great love, about a true love and everything about U, God..

Sarah… You are my ideal woman, you still too small to understand about the great love, yeach you are still childish, and I has do something wrong to said that I need you, I will be regret to said “ Bee my keeper of my heart…”
Yeach, I am wrong to say it
Although you have a nice face, but your heart is not nice
I wrong to appraise to you
Yes, I am regretting to say it to you

God……
Thank you God
You have resuscitating to love YOU, God
God
I am never hesitant to your love
I am never leaving You, God
I won’t do something what will u angry to me
GOD, I LOVE YOU GOD
I LOVE YOU ALLAH.
I LOVE U ALLAH
I LOVE YOU ALLAH
DON’T HURT ME ALLAH
I MISS U ALLAH
ANOTHER LOVE IS NOTHING
YOUR LOVE IS VERY GREAT, GOD
I WANNA WITH YOU GOD, WITHOUT OTHERS
I NEED YOU GOD.
I WANNA ALWAYS SAY YOUR NAME
ALLAH, ALLAH,
SUBHANALLAH

Waiting You Is Killing Me!

2008-09-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

29 08 08
To day is different from another day, yes very different, because I still wait some one who has said last night ”Be my keeper of my heart” yeach , I need more braveness to say it, yeach because its first time to me to say it to someone with directly. Akh, last night is great moment for me, I think she must know about my feel. Yeach, there is love? I don’t know, but I know my heart is beat if I not hear her sound for long time; my heart is worried if I not hear her voice.
I don’t know what she would say to me, Akh.... I have no idea, please Sarah… don’t make me sad,
Don’t make me worried,
Don’t make me waiting you
Please Sarah….
It’s wrong if I have special something to you?
Akh, its u to you what will u say to me …
But, you must read this poetry:

If… then
If…then
If liking you was mistake,
I would never be perfect
If I had to sacrifice everything for you everything would be gone in an instant
If exercise was my obstacle from you,
I had run a thousand miles
If taking my life is what I had to do to have a moment with you, give me poison and I will be Romeo
If wishing everyday would get me you,
I had wished every breathing moment.
If finding a genie meant being with you

I Am Ordinary People, but You Are Extraordinary People

2008-09-09T01:32:00.001-07:00

27 08 08
To day I think about someone, always think it, always remember her, Do you know, the reason for to think her is she too especially from another. I am not understood about my feel, this feel is so too hard to understand.
Although I never meet with her, but I has feeling that her is extraordinary people. It’s so different from another woman; she has occupied in my heart, and cannot erase her image from my mind.
Oh GOD, give me idea to speak my feel to her. I cannot lying my heart my feel, and again… I cannot lie my heart, he has thieve my heart.
Sarah, that’s name is so beautiful for me, Sarah… Oh Sarah... You are conquered my heart.
Love... what is love?
Love… Love and love is so beautiful!
Akh, Sarah… I am believed you are the angel who is sent for me.
God….
Thank you so much, you has sent angel for me
Thank you God…

Let’s get it With Smile

2008-09-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

21 08 08
When I feel the complexity of life, I think that this life is full of surprised, although I realized that the life simple, beloved, search the friendship and so he died.
Think it although every person has a little potent to success and you know that the man born with weakness, so your mother gave his love to you without expects anymore to you, they only think you can live better, they always keep you from cold.
I realized that the love from your mom is never replied with something in this world.
So, what will you do to your mother, still his life with you, would you to make them hay or you make them tears.
Let’s love your mom….!

The expresses of Love

2008-09-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

13 08 08

Some time we felt that the love is confused for people, I wanna be play together ugh, somebody to her massage.
Women its make our heart be happy, but it sometimes make our soul be mistake and broken.

The New Experience

2008-09-09T01:16:00.000-07:00

10-08-09
Hi, do you know? Tomorrow is the first time for me to teach as teacher! Uh, it’s exciting!

I guess the first show is very important to start the career as teacher. So I must prepare the suitable about it. Wow, I feel this is the new experience for me to improve my skill.

And I believe that I can to take this assign, because I will explore my skill to teach the pupils, but I still realize that I need the facility to exercise in to real practice. Let’s imagine what will be happen if in my school has already the full of facility, such as computer laboratory, so the pupils will be happy and they will expert in this fields, and certainty they will leading technology in the future.

I think this is the best wishes to improve the capability of operating computer. And tomorrow I will begin the lesson of Information Technology, especially about Internet.

And I has confused about the facility in there. But I convince that I will make them be expert in skill operating computers.

And I planned about my business on the Internet based; I convince that I will be success.

My adversity in this time is the internet connection, so I have searching the place which the right condition for me.

I have the adversity about it. So what will me doing?

I wanna be the rich man
I wanna be the spiritual man
I wanna be delight in this life
I wanna be happy
I wanna be beloved

I wanna everything.

I wanna be okay.

The Failure is not Problem for Me

2008-09-09T01:13:00.001-07:00

09-08-08

Some time we must take the right decision, because it began to start the life, so learn the decision for your life. Think me about this day I decided to buy the mobile phone.

I think this it the right decision. So what will u say about it. Am I stupid will you? Or you guess I very fast to take the decision, but I convinced what I did is the right decision. Although anyone whose say that my decision is fail or wrong. I don’t care about it.

They always think one side, they not think in whole thinking. And usually it makes the misconception in us. Think about something on dual side or more, because it making clearly to our mind. That is being better rather than you will regret to your self in minded.

Hey, last night I decided to shot my friend, she is Rosma; I think I must begin to loving someone in this world. Because lonely this world is beautiful, it’s too many beautiful if you no take the happiness in this worlds.

Do you know, why the God sent the beautiful and happiness in the earth. Because there are human whose need on anytime to love, loving and beloved. Without it, the world will be dry from the peace; the earth will be hot in anywhere, because the human have not the sense of love to other. What will be happen if there are not value of love, will the man’s behaviors like the animal, will you?

Yeach, not one reason for me hate someone. So I must love him, with clearly and with honesty. I think now is the right moment for me to show to people that I have the braveness to loving someone.

I wont my heard be cold or frozen to women, so I start to love someone will make my heart be warm.

I don’t know what I do in connect in one girl, but I need the happiness of love. But I won’t derange any one.

But I am sure about my decision to shot him; I guess I will get the confidence to cross the problematic of life.

I hope that I will take this connection will be good in this time and in other time.

The Internet Business Is Great For Me

2008-09-09T00:59:00.000-07:00

07-08-2008

We are the champion to regret to any problem to delicate for you, I agree if you want to be a delightful, I want to be a cyber businessman, I think this way is perfect to reach the dream.
I plan the obstacle of the life is commonly problem for man. The internet business is the new adventure for me; it’s the new experience to explore my instinct to be successful.

The internet business is the fields to win the competition of business. I imagine that I work with colleague in other country, wow it’s very great for me. Let’s imagine if you go anywhere in the internet places and there you found the colleagues and you greet your friends and that situation can make the opportunities in the future.

The obstacle will be found every day, but that’s delicious to facing with smile. Believe me friend, that the life have to conquer by us, if no. the life will be conquered we all.

So don’t think you not will be success, think that you can, think you can, so you will can. Although in this place I feel happy, but I want to search more experience in the other fields. I think if I have much the experience we will get much opportunities, and if you have more experience, you have more choices to determine which will you drive your future, it’s all is up to you. Because your choices will point to your life. So think it with mature.

If I not take this opportunities I afraid I will be regret in the future. I THINK it’s the time to begin the internet business, because I want to get much money to buy something for me. I want to buy the laptop and I want to buy the computers, I want to have the internet connections in my home. Oh, I think the life is great if I have and I can get whatever I want.

But, I realize that’s all need the struggle to get it. I think that’s all must get with tears, and much from the failure and certainly with work smart. Don’t think that’s all will you get with easy, yes the life is easy but in which perspective you see.
Listen me friend, you will never felt the healthy if you never ill, if you never feel the happiness if you never suffering the failure or something that make you fall.
And the important you never felt the life if you never felt the failure.

Now, I feel the happiness because has work what must I do to get the happiness in this world. Do you believe to my imagine, I feel the successful is front of my face. I look it, it’s very clearly.