Just Miftah's Ideas

I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe.

Listening the jazz in the morning give me more spirit. The Live High songs by Jason Mraz give me something idea to writing. But everything in my mind slides in and slides out. It’s hard to write down in English.
I don’t understand, what who make me loving jazz music. Maybe because the harmony, it’s simple. The sounds give me more spirit. Yeah, that’s all.

7/2/2010 7:40:07 AM

Just staying at home is bored. No activity can I do. Just operating the notebook, see what I can read, writing some idea to create an article.

If I have more money, I’ll go to abroad to fill my holiday. But, I haven’t more money to buy the ticket. Just staying at home and doing I want with my notebook. Yes, it’s made me bored. But there’s no choice to fill my holiday.

But, I’m happy because I can fill my holiday to create a book, or article or whatever I want. Just writing and improve my English skill. Although this is not easy for me, but this is for my future. I will study abroad; my dream is further my master program to The Australian National University, the 17th University in the world. It’s amazing for me if I can further my education to that university. I’ll be very happy. Oh my God, give me a clue to reach my dream.

This is still June; probably this holiday will end on August, so wake me up when August ends…

Luckily, I have more time improving my English skill, especially in reading, writing and listening, but impossible to train my speaking, because I have not a partner to discussed about English.
6/29/2010 7:33:46 AM

Semakin lama semakin bosan untuk berinternet ria, tak ada hal berarti yang bisa saia dapatkan hari ini, kecuali rasa lelah.. huh... facebookan ria,,,melihat update status teman,, dan sejumlah kegiatan lain yang cukup menyita waktu saia.. padahal masih banyak hal yang harus saia lakukan...


Internet, bagi saia merupakan sesuatu yang powerful untuk menghasilkan berbagai macam ide, teman, bahkan uang. Hal ini mendorong saia memutuskan untuk membuat sebuah blog, yang mudah-mudahan blog ini bisa dijadikan sebuah ajang curah pemikiran saia.

Sebelumnya saia sempat bingung untuk menentukan thema blog ini, sampai saia memutuskan untuk menjadikan blog ini sebagai media kreatif saia, sukur-sukur kalo dengan ngeblog saia bisa terkenal, sperti Raditya Dika,,,, hahahaa,, ya.. mungkin saja.. karena saia pikir semua ini adalah dimulai dari bawah... dari TITIK NOL


Saia sempat mikir : untuk apa nge-Blog? pertanyaan itu berhari-hari bercokol dalam kepala saia sampai akhirnya saia mantap untuk menjerumuskan diri dalam dunia Blogging, dunia yang menurut saia penuh "Eksotisme" dalam hal pengungkapan pikiran.


Sempat juga ada ketakutan yang menggelayuti pikiran, kalau-kalu blog saia ini tak terurus, seperti yang temen-temen liat pada posting - posting sebelumnya saia posting dengan bahasa Inggris, tapi lama kelamaan bosen juga... dan akhirnya blog ini sempat mati suri selama beberapa bulan, karena jarang di update dan gak terurus,,,

The scholar says: if you thinks can, you will can.
Nowadays, I have found the good opportunity to further my education, I have found form of scholarships from email it’s email my friend. I think that’s form giving me a new hope, my hope is furthering my education to favorite universities in my country.

I guess this situation is adventure in my life, I will learn how to conquer the hard of life, and I convinced that my life will be change to good chance, yeach, and friend… pray for me okay…

At the afternoon
This afternoon is very cold, the rain is not stopping me to type my imagination, its make me flow to write which flying in my head. I think this situation is beautiful, the afternoon and rainy, oh it’s romance situation. Let’s imagine if I beside the best friend, I will say to my friend, hi friend … “Could you look to the sky? Are this situation is beauty. Well… I never think that the people agreed with me. But this afternoon is so beautiful…”

Look at the sky, there are white, weather is rainy, very cold as long as day. It’s comfortable to writing anything in my computer, yeach friend... This is my activity if the weather is rainy, write about my imagination, maybe I writing with abstractive, I understand if you read this article you will headache (Ha… ha…). Sometimes I never understand about what I wrote in this article. Maybe I practice my English competence to be fluently. I convinced if fluent in English read this article he will laugh very loud.

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The world is not small, we can to go to where we want, is not problem!
Huh... The world is too beautiful to regret, birds, cloud, rain, is the beautiful in the world!
I cannot imagine what will be happening, if they are none.
Look at the sky, the tight cloud arranged there, so beautiful, so the birds through that’s cloud, coloring that sky, I guess the blind is never feel what I fell now. Yeach, I think God created the beautiful in life is for human, the God create the color to make ourselves be grateful to Him.
The air is so cool, in the weather is rainy, sometimes sunny. And don’t forget the sun, which always accompanying us every day, let’s imagine if you can be the sun, let’s imagine if we cannot see the sun again, it’s seemed we never live without the sun.

It’s the begin to change, We Need Change, that’s the idiom, that idiom make American vote for Obama. I think the election in USA is very fantastic; involving the election is very exciting.

Maybe the locations of election are in America, but the effect had spread to world. Maybe you will say “yes” if I said that the US election is the greatest election in the world, okay try to see from reality, after the election has finished the world had been euphoria, celebrating the wins Obama, the world give big hope to Obama has win from her rival John Mc Cain, he was the first president from black skin, yeach now American has change, the story about racism has removed.

Maybe the further leader can be giving to world as the peaceful life, I think US has created new story about them country, they has shown to world that everything in America maybe reality.
It’s inspirited from Mr. Obama quote
“No Blue, No Red, No Democrat, No Republic, but we are USA”

Mxdu general directory

Knowledge without work, it’s like the tree without the fruit, no contain the useful
Like this life, we life in this world is to share, share the happiness and share your heart to someone will make your heart be peace, yeach, life is not meaningful without sharing with others.
Knowledge, I think it will be meaningful if we can share with other, because we life not alone, God created our family, God created the friends, it is to share, if you felt alone in this world, you never know about the friendship, if you never know the friendship, you never know about the allegiance, know it friends… you cannot life in this world without your friends.

24 October 2008
If I could handling all posture in facing other in social intercourse, exactly we can command our self to control the our posture, yeach I think it will be the great personality, but to reach that personality is not easy, it’s too heavy to apply the theory of achievement motivation, I think it’s must to be eligible to have it.

We choose the posture on facing any problem, maybe we will be angry, maybe we will take the positive matter on all situations and all condition, and we can handle our selfish.

Yeach, all praise to Allah, I has learned about this lesson, that the posture will be make the condition our self.

This story describe that the man has the weakness, I think everyone has the point of view about the problem, maybe they view the problem as the obstacle, and maybe others view the problem as the challenge, yeach I think the people is different, they have special point of view about the problem, maybe yes…

23 October 2008
Now, I feel independence, yeach I feel this life is too wide to explore, I know that I never arrive to other side in this world,

Now, I realized that the happiness, successful is not for sale, yeach , are you still guess that the successful is not expensive, I think u r absolutely wrong, do you know ? What did the successful man in this time? Yeach, they are suffered the hard of the life.

We always think that we can be the successful in the future, we create the imagination about our life in the future, we always say “let’s imagine… if I ca be… bla... Bla... Bla…” only can create the imagination, only be dreamer, but you never action on your daily activity, I think it’s like the cat which bite her tail himself, it’s not realistic.

Let’s take the first step, after we determine about what will to be I the future, after that so let’s take the step, bit by bit, step by step. Will you?

I think this life is life. Not need to know about this life the man like me, never applicable. This life is confusing me, if you never get about something. So, if you never to delicate this reason, to intimate. Must to eliminate the believe to determine to regret your self. If you never get about something.

If I have to do it. But what will be to determine, about it.
The trusted to eliminate to eligible. Snow white with the princess go to the jungles with his cat, but I am sure if you never eligible to determine to search the meaningful life. So what will you do if you never comeback, I think this reason is never distinctive. But I believe that someone still believe me to determine the life. Do you know that the life full of myth and mystery. So, I believe that the remark in the other is not right full. Need to clarify the remarkable.

The remain of struggle to defense from enemy still see in this field of world. I can’t read about you, you always ask to me about you.

25 Sept 08


Yeach! Actually everyone in this world have a dream, dream that will push our desire to reach it. Huch, need more time to reach our dream.
Sometimes, we doubt to our performance, because we never know how awful our competence. Yeach, sometime we felt that our self get out in alienated, I think it’s the thinking what will guide to failure. Why we must doubt to our performance, are you never knew that the man was born with his potent. We often doubt to our potent, whereas we has the capability to reach our dream.

Yesterday, I met with my other friends, I feel this met is different if we meet in our school last time, yeach we felt the awareness or the friendship, nearness, if we has leaved with one another.

Someone has asked to her friend, what the God create the meet if finally the God create separation. Akh I think in here the beautiful of life, there was uniquely with dynamically. Let’s imagine what will be if the creature never create that matter, I convince that the man will be bored, because they never found the uniquely of life.

Sometime, we felt that the life is so happy and sometimes we felt the life is so bad. Maybe the God sent the happy in order that we never forgotten with another who has still the sadness. And maybe the God making our life so bad, in order that we can survive with the hard of life, I convince that the life is the main is the great teacher.

22 09 08
No Women No Cry, yeach I agree with that, cause I felt that this is life is too valuable to reach the dream a bout women, akh, that’s its spent much time to reach the love who that not love me.
I think it make my heart tired with all act about anything.
Hi Friend I Listen Me, I said to everyone that I not weak, I am the winner and I am never brake with the problem about women.
Yeach I knew that the lover is sweet, but I convinced that the love is the mad.

Now I felt be better, after u leave me in lonely, I ever fall in the sadness, but I think the life is not ended causing you. U is not an important think in my life, yeach just a woman, the woman whom has sacking my heart.

I always pray for u, I hope u can be better, I hope u can understand about loving someone, I wish u can understand what love is?
Yeach, I think u still childish.

Yeach, friend. I ever think about this life, I think this life is influence by what u give for other, you give love, and you receive the love from another. You plant the hate you will crop the hate again, and more again the war.

Yeach! Look at Me, I am the Strong man, I am the winner, never loose by women!

14 09 08
Again, I feel this situation, but I really not understand with this, yeach… I afraid this fell will be regretful in other time.
Huch.. Why the world created with love? Maybe the creature will be sent this love to receive by human. Because I felt life without love is so cold, not cheerful and colorful. The love as the color, the landscape will be sight by beautiful because the have the colorful of life.
God…
What must I do to treat my heart? Yesterday I has broken heart, but I can run again, reach the love again, but now I not idea to fill my heart, everywoman is same for me, they egoistic, yeach, maybe my heart need someone to share all my expression.

12 09 08
I think I must again my self to press my confidence that I can to conquer the business of Internet.
Although I haven’t the facility to perform that’s business, but I perceive that “There’s a will, there’s a way”
Never think about the failure, because we have the limited to reach the destination, I realize that the man is not almighty with our future. Although I convinced that the result is equivalents with our effort, so what will we do is result for our behavior in last time.
I think everything is will be to reality if we want, yeach, how long our effort to reach something, yeach, I convinced that the God never blind, God never deaf about his slave.
I have a question.
Is the man has planned by God to perform the activities every day?
Maybe the god will change the fate of the man?
Yeach, I think that question is answerable, because I see

03 09 08

Hi all, how are u today?
I think u all is fine also, and I now has feel be good.
Yesterday my heart so hurt, but it’s only for a moment, just for moment. Now I have received my self, now I am happy with my life, with my friend and with you all.
Akh, this life is very beautiful to regretful; this life is too valuable, if we think to someone. Yeach, life is uniquely.

04 08 09
Do More, Think More and Forgot Everything
This life is beautiful, what I see in this world contain something what I can do for something. What I wish, is really can be, and the problem is how many our effort to reach these destination, our dream is what you want to be in the future.
Love, sadness, happiness is rotating in this life, so I think when I feel the sadness I convinced that I will found the happiness, yeach it’s life, very uniquely.

I often felt that this life is so cheerful if we have perception that this life is cheerful. Yeach, I convinced it, I believe that the happiness will be reaching me for anytime.

Successful is the result from our effort, effort equally with the result. So what you think about the successful? That’s the accumulation from effort, prayer. And small percent of talent.

Do more and more think?
It’s up to u !

02 09 08
Yeach, I perceive to this idiom,
I am never brake in this life causing of something whose, my time is very valuable than think someone that has hurt my heart. I think my life is very valuable without love from someone.
Yes I found the meaning of the love, I found the true love.
I guess what I see, what I do and what I receive from another is an examination or expresses of love from my God, I am believe that in this will replied, someone hurt my heart, I believe that some day she will feel what I feel now.
Huh, a woman is poison! Yes she is a poison, now I believe that the woman is poison.
But, I too believe that the woman is the heaven in the earth. Without women the life is so tasteless. Yeach, I think the woman who’s getting the religion is the best women.

Now, I must think about my future, yes, I think the future is not imagining in my mind, but we can make that imagine through the dream. Yes the dream is begin to success; anything will be creating, because they begin from the dream. So, let’s dream for your life.
Dream, yeach I believe it’s begin to perform our action, the dream can make our plan will be reality. Yes, I will do it, so dream your dream.

I write this diary, begin with the dream, imagine that I can share my feel to other in this world, and what you see in this area, you can make this realization to our decision to make our future will be delight.

You can know about me because you read this articles, my dream is to sharing my inspiration.

1 09 08

Hi, maybe to day is the bad day from me, yeach, my heart is sad. Do you know? What happen wit me?
Akh, Sarah…
You are the one who make me feel be spirit, and so you make me sad.
But, I never think about it, I am not angry at all, although my heart disappointed.
Let’s imagine that I never meet with her, maybe my thinking is not dirty,
But I realize that I have more lack, I know it, and you know, you never get the perfect men, it’s very impossible.
Yeach, I think it’s not end at all, it’s not ending, but it’s the start of adventure.
Love, this is something that will make our heart so happy, and will make our heart so hurt. Yeach, it’s the love I think.
God, I thankful to you …
You has tech me about great love, about a true love and everything about U, God..

Sarah… You are my ideal woman, you still too small to understand about the great love, yeach you are still childish, and I has do something wrong to said that I need you, I will be regret to said “ Bee my keeper of my heart…”
Yeach, I am wrong to say it
Although you have a nice face, but your heart is not nice
I wrong to appraise to you
Yes, I am regretting to say it to you

God……
Thank you God
You have resuscitating to love YOU, God
God
I am never hesitant to your love
I am never leaving You, God
I won’t do something what will u angry to me
GOD, I LOVE YOU GOD
I LOVE YOU ALLAH.
I LOVE U ALLAH
I LOVE YOU ALLAH
DON’T HURT ME ALLAH
I MISS U ALLAH
ANOTHER LOVE IS NOTHING
YOUR LOVE IS VERY GREAT, GOD
I WANNA WITH YOU GOD, WITHOUT OTHERS
I NEED YOU GOD.
I WANNA ALWAYS SAY YOUR NAME
ALLAH, ALLAH,
SUBHANALLAH

29 08 08
To day is different from another day, yes very different, because I still wait some one who has said last night ”Be my keeper of my heart” yeach , I need more braveness to say it, yeach because its first time to me to say it to someone with directly. Akh, last night is great moment for me, I think she must know about my feel. Yeach, there is love? I don’t know, but I know my heart is beat if I not hear her sound for long time; my heart is worried if I not hear her voice.
I don’t know what she would say to me, Akh.... I have no idea, please Sarah… don’t make me sad,
Don’t make me worried,
Don’t make me waiting you
Please Sarah….
It’s wrong if I have special something to you?
Akh, its u to you what will u say to me …
But, you must read this poetry:

If… then
If…then
If liking you was mistake,
I would never be perfect
If I had to sacrifice everything for you everything would be gone in an instant
If exercise was my obstacle from you,
I had run a thousand miles
If taking my life is what I had to do to have a moment with you, give me poison and I will be Romeo
If wishing everyday would get me you,
I had wished every breathing moment.
If finding a genie meant being with you

27 08 08
To day I think about someone, always think it, always remember her, Do you know, the reason for to think her is she too especially from another. I am not understood about my feel, this feel is so too hard to understand.
Although I never meet with her, but I has feeling that her is extraordinary people. It’s so different from another woman; she has occupied in my heart, and cannot erase her image from my mind.
Oh GOD, give me idea to speak my feel to her. I cannot lying my heart my feel, and again… I cannot lie my heart, he has thieve my heart.
Sarah, that’s name is so beautiful for me, Sarah… Oh Sarah... You are conquered my heart.
Love... what is love?
Love… Love and love is so beautiful!
Akh, Sarah… I am believed you are the angel who is sent for me.
God….
Thank you so much, you has sent angel for me
Thank you God…

21 08 08
When I feel the complexity of life, I think that this life is full of surprised, although I realized that the life simple, beloved, search the friendship and so he died.
Think it although every person has a little potent to success and you know that the man born with weakness, so your mother gave his love to you without expects anymore to you, they only think you can live better, they always keep you from cold.
I realized that the love from your mom is never replied with something in this world.
So, what will you do to your mother, still his life with you, would you to make them hay or you make them tears.
Let’s love your mom….!

13 08 08

Some time we felt that the love is confused for people, I wanna be play together ugh, somebody to her massage.
Women its make our heart be happy, but it sometimes make our soul be mistake and broken.