Just Miftah's Ideas

I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe.

Listening the jazz in the morning give me more spirit. The Live High songs by Jason Mraz give me something idea to writing. But everything in my mind slides in and slides out. It’s hard to write down in English.
I don’t understand, what who make me loving jazz music. Maybe because the harmony, it’s simple. The sounds give me more spirit. Yeah, that’s all.

7/2/2010 7:40:07 AM

Just staying at home is bored. No activity can I do. Just operating the notebook, see what I can read, writing some idea to create an article.

If I have more money, I’ll go to abroad to fill my holiday. But, I haven’t more money to buy the ticket. Just staying at home and doing I want with my notebook. Yes, it’s made me bored. But there’s no choice to fill my holiday.

But, I’m happy because I can fill my holiday to create a book, or article or whatever I want. Just writing and improve my English skill. Although this is not easy for me, but this is for my future. I will study abroad; my dream is further my master program to The Australian National University, the 17th University in the world. It’s amazing for me if I can further my education to that university. I’ll be very happy. Oh my God, give me a clue to reach my dream.

This is still June; probably this holiday will end on August, so wake me up when August ends…

Luckily, I have more time improving my English skill, especially in reading, writing and listening, but impossible to train my speaking, because I have not a partner to discussed about English.
6/29/2010 7:33:46 AM

Holiday, Coming…

When I still study in campus, I hope the holiday will come soon. But, now I felt that holiday is so bored. Just stay at home, operating the computers and etc.

I have no idea to fill my holiday? Do you have any idea? Please give a suggestion how to fill my holiday, I’m bored. I wanna go out from my home. This place is making me feel bad. I cannot see the beautiful world. I cannot hear birds singing. I want to see the beach with the brightly sky.

But, this holiday I have not any plan. Just stay at home, its make me bored. No one can chat with me, because in the home not find the partner.

The weather is cold, and not good for holiday. Could I delay my plan to day? I think, I haven’t other choices.

It’s the begin to change, We Need Change, that’s the idiom, that idiom make American vote for Obama. I think the election in USA is very fantastic; involving the election is very exciting.

Maybe the locations of election are in America, but the effect had spread to world. Maybe you will say “yes” if I said that the US election is the greatest election in the world, okay try to see from reality, after the election has finished the world had been euphoria, celebrating the wins Obama, the world give big hope to Obama has win from her rival John Mc Cain, he was the first president from black skin, yeach now American has change, the story about racism has removed.

Maybe the further leader can be giving to world as the peaceful life, I think US has created new story about them country, they has shown to world that everything in America maybe reality.
It’s inspirited from Mr. Obama quote
“No Blue, No Red, No Democrat, No Republic, but we are USA”

Mxdu general directory

Knowledge without work, it’s like the tree without the fruit, no contain the useful
Like this life, we life in this world is to share, share the happiness and share your heart to someone will make your heart be peace, yeach, life is not meaningful without sharing with others.
Knowledge, I think it will be meaningful if we can share with other, because we life not alone, God created our family, God created the friends, it is to share, if you felt alone in this world, you never know about the friendship, if you never know the friendship, you never know about the allegiance, know it friends… you cannot life in this world without your friends.

16 October 2008
Yeach anything begins the dream, so let’s dream what u wants and go anywhere what you want. What I can do is only dream, dream about my imagination and everything what I want to be , although I never can be do in realistic, but I can do I n the world dream, yeach only the dream !

27 09 2008
My trap loose by time
I don’t know what will be happen in the future
I fell, I only feel
This life is full of suffering and struggle
Yeach, Life is struggle
Now, I convince that the life is the adventures
That the life is struggle
That the life is giving something to others with smile
The honesty

Yeach, let’s imagine how awful our self to face the life, how awful our power to face the struggle of life, are you ready to receive all risk what will happen to you, are you ready to receive the reality that your life is not beautiful as the people felt?

Could you to receive your self if once day, the happiness lost from your life and replace with the suffering? That’s question has realizing our soul to rethink about our purpose life in this world.

Only with the honesty and sincerely which sourcing in your lord you can do anything.

25 Sept 08


Yeach! Actually everyone in this world have a dream, dream that will push our desire to reach it. Huch, need more time to reach our dream.
Sometimes, we doubt to our performance, because we never know how awful our competence. Yeach, sometime we felt that our self get out in alienated, I think it’s the thinking what will guide to failure. Why we must doubt to our performance, are you never knew that the man was born with his potent. We often doubt to our potent, whereas we has the capability to reach our dream.

Yesterday, I met with my other friends, I feel this met is different if we meet in our school last time, yeach we felt the awareness or the friendship, nearness, if we has leaved with one another.

Someone has asked to her friend, what the God create the meet if finally the God create separation. Akh I think in here the beautiful of life, there was uniquely with dynamically. Let’s imagine what will be if the creature never create that matter, I convince that the man will be bored, because they never found the uniquely of life.

Sometime, we felt that the life is so happy and sometimes we felt the life is so bad. Maybe the God sent the happy in order that we never forgotten with another who has still the sadness. And maybe the God making our life so bad, in order that we can survive with the hard of life, I convince that the life is the main is the great teacher.

22 09 08
No Women No Cry, yeach I agree with that, cause I felt that this is life is too valuable to reach the dream a bout women, akh, that’s its spent much time to reach the love who that not love me.
I think it make my heart tired with all act about anything.
Hi Friend I Listen Me, I said to everyone that I not weak, I am the winner and I am never brake with the problem about women.
Yeach I knew that the lover is sweet, but I convinced that the love is the mad.

Now I felt be better, after u leave me in lonely, I ever fall in the sadness, but I think the life is not ended causing you. U is not an important think in my life, yeach just a woman, the woman whom has sacking my heart.

I always pray for u, I hope u can be better, I hope u can understand about loving someone, I wish u can understand what love is?
Yeach, I think u still childish.

Yeach, friend. I ever think about this life, I think this life is influence by what u give for other, you give love, and you receive the love from another. You plant the hate you will crop the hate again, and more again the war.

Yeach! Look at Me, I am the Strong man, I am the winner, never loose by women!

14 09 08
Again, I feel this situation, but I really not understand with this, yeach… I afraid this fell will be regretful in other time.
Huch.. Why the world created with love? Maybe the creature will be sent this love to receive by human. Because I felt life without love is so cold, not cheerful and colorful. The love as the color, the landscape will be sight by beautiful because the have the colorful of life.
God…
What must I do to treat my heart? Yesterday I has broken heart, but I can run again, reach the love again, but now I not idea to fill my heart, everywoman is same for me, they egoistic, yeach, maybe my heart need someone to share all my expression.